A cold start to the week

I hate Monday's with a passion!  Today started at 5am with snow and three of the cats playing with the plug chain in the bath...never a good omen for the day!  However, despite the cold and my ever increasing hatred for Club Penguin, the small ones are happily drawing, the baby is asleep on my knee and I have a huge cup of tea so it's not all bad (I haven't forgiven the cats yet though!)

I've managed to sneak in a couple of rows of knitting on my Helix socks today which I haven't picked up for ages.  I started them as part of the lovely Crafts from the Cwtch #NSSkal as socks have always been a bit of nemesis project of mine.  I actually don't wear socks (ever!!) but have always wanted to knit some so decided on a toe up, two at a time pattern to test my new found magic looping skills.  Add in trying Judy's Magic Cast On for the first time and I expected to be completely confuddled but in reality, it's all ridiculously easy!! 

Helix socks in Posh Yarn Elinor Sock Angel Eyes

My other WIP at the moment is a tad larger...a huge sofa throw in super chunky yarn!  A bit of a dream since seeing a cable knit lime green throw last year, I decided it was a essential for our newly redecorated/refurbished living room with the current cold weather (although it'll probably be next winter before it's finished!)

Plum Island Big Baby in Cygnet Seriously Chunky Meadow Green

Knitting FO Update

Since the blog is one of the places I like to keep track of my knitting disasters  achievements, here's the last few months FO's in once place.

Cristata Shawl by Susanna IC in Manos del Uruguay Silk Blend in Baltic 7330

(Birthday gift for Carla)

Susie Rogers' Reading Mitts by Susie Rogers in Noro Cash Iroho

(Christmas gift for Daphne)

Capucine by Adela Illichmanova in Noro Kogarashi 01

(for me!)

Alisha Mitts by Erin Birnel in Noro Cash Iroha 113

(a gift for Kerry)

Untangled My Way ~ a simple icord in scrap yarn to keep my earphones untangled

 One For All Cap by Tuulia Salmela in Cascade 220 

(for Oliver & Vaughan)

Blows away the cobwebs!

It's been rather a long time since I logged into blogger.  The chaos of Christmas, Harrison's 8th birthday and Lee's birthday on top of everything else and I have struggled to keep myself from spiralling into depression.  My somewhat belated resolution for this year is to strive for happiness, to do and be what makes *me* happy.  To achieve the things I want, grasp my dreams with both hands and not let go.  The list of things I want to do probably looks insane or at least like a stereo typical mid life crisis to most people but life is far, far too short to not do what you want to do!

So, I've dusted off blogger, played on photoshop and redesigned everything and shall endeavour to waffle on a much more regular basis! 

 Smile!

One of those sad posts

It's taken me 4 weeks to complete this blog post.  I've written it and deleted it and started it again.  Some things look crap no matter how you write them though.

4 weeks ago today my mum died.  On Thursday, as a handful of family and closest friends, we said goodbye at the green burial she wanted.  Most days it's a dull hurt in the background with the flare of pain that is the realisation she won't answer the phone when I call, won't be here for Christmas... 

I miss her so much but she will always be here with me, I only have to look in the mirror to see her.

She was the most wonderful, beautiful, creative, stubborn woman.  I'm strong because she was proud of me, I'm holding my head high, because I am my mother's daughter and I will not let anything beat me.  

I love you, mum, always <3